Today was probably my first proper stay back in Help's library, forgoing the usual outing as monday's classes ends shortly after 11. had my lunch, alone, then spent the rest of the 5 hours in the library while waiting for mum to pick me up. the sudden decision to study was because the first semester exams were in hardly a month's time, and i spent half the time in library catching up with my sleep =) the other half of the time was spent reading up some notes and then when i got bored, it left me wondering...thinking...

again, i miss the days in taylor's...for instance, if ever i was bored in the library, i would head to the computer and access the net for...some time, otherwise there'd be friends & familiar faces around the library i could go up to talk to, maybe even call up friends in tbs to meet up - for food & entertainment, and there's always empty cubicles around. But over here in Help, it's totally the opposite...i find myself so lonely sitting alone on the bigger table for 4 instead of the cubicles because they were all taken up. there were computers for us to use, but i'd prefer to stay away from them because the computers are crap. and i don't have many friends in Help..hardly any of them stays back, whereas tons of classmates/seniors of mine whom i am unfamiliar with were still seen in the library even when i was leaving at 5pm. They are bloody hardworking. Though home was only a ten minute car ride away, but sigh i choosed to sit through the remaining hours over there.

sometimes i'd wonder, would i have been better off else where? how would life be like if i did went to uk in september? it's not as if i'm unhappy in Help though Help really sucked, i'm comfortable and it's fun around the company i have =) found out that the 1st sem exams would only last for 4 days, then we'll have 11 or 12 days off till the new semester begins. cOol!

on a brighter note, lynn's gone to singapore for her school trip, and for once, I'm mummy's and daddy's girl, for four whole days! =) and i had so much fun in yesterday's hour spent in ou - spilled money on things i've never thought of buying in the past 19 years, saw stuffs i laid my eyes on which i'll bug mum to buy as she still owe me my bday present =) okay these should all keep me in a better mood for the night hehe.
7:44 pm x

Today was probably my first proper stay back in Help's library, forgoing the usual outing as monday's classes ends shortly after 11. had my lunch, alone, then spent the rest of the 5 hours in the library while waiting for mum to pick me up. the sudden decision to study was because the first semester exams were in hardly a month's time, and i spent half the time in library catching up with my sleep =) the other half of the time was spent reading up some notes and then when i got bored, it left me wondering...thinking...

again, i miss the days in taylor's...for instance, if ever i was bored in the library, i would head to the computer and access the net for...some time, otherwise there'd be friends & familiar faces around the library i could go up to talk to, maybe even call up friends in tbs to meet up - for food & entertainment, and there's always empty cubicles around. But over here in Help, it's totally the opposite...i find myself so lonely sitting alone on the bigger table for 4 instead of the cubicles because they were all taken up. there were computers for us to use, but i'd prefer to stay away from them because the computers are crap. and i don't have many friends in Help..hardly any of them stays back, whereas tons of classmates/seniors of mine whom i am unfamiliar with were still seen in the library even when i was leaving at 5pm. They are bloody hardworking. Though home was only a ten minute car ride away, but sigh i choosed to sit through the remaining hours over there.

sometimes i'd wonder, would i have been better off else where? how would life be like if i did went to uk in september? it's not as if i'm unhappy in Help though Help really sucked, i'm comfortable and it's fun around the company i have =) found out that the 1st sem exams would only last for 4 days, then we'll have 11 or 12 days off till the new semester begins. cOol!

on a brighter note, lynn's gone to singapore for her school trip, and for once, I'm mummy's and daddy's girl, for four whole days! =) and i had so much fun in yesterday's hour spent in ou - spilled money on things i've never thought of buying in the past 19 years, saw stuffs i laid my eyes on which i'll bug mum to buy as she still owe me my bday present =) okay these should all keep me in a better mood for the night hehe.
7:44 pm x